Hey all I haven't updated cause not much happens to me, I'm just kinda depressed right now cause, I came to Callifornia to visit a friend of mine who now lives here, and a friend who live in the same town as me but whom I don't see as much.
the reason I'm depressed is because I'm jelious of my friend who lives here and his girlfriend, and I'm mad at myself for not being able to act and for being jelious.
I noticed at the start of the trip I had a physical attraction to my female friend who lives in my town, and that started to make me mad at myself, because it reminds me of some mistakes I made in the past that I regret, which makes me madd